This is a post with no direction what so ever. I am just feeling so lost right now. I go thru the roller coaster ups and downs of taking care of my sugar levels to not caring and just checking when it’s convenient.
Well I have been stuck in the not caring mode for awhile now. I am 29 yrs old and was diagnosed at 21 yrs old. I don’t know what the hell i expected life with T1 to be like after all these years but it was not this.
My blood sugar will not even give me a reading the week. Prick after prick, no matter how many shots I take, my stupid meter just keeps saying “hi” to me. Well hello to you to but show me something in a reasonable range! Hi is obviously referring to high blood sugar beyond the capabilities of my meter (which is 500). I’ve been eating healthy, checking and injecting often and getting more and more frustrated.
So, now I am stuck with no tester because this last time the meter said “hi” and replayed with a “bye” and shattered it against the wall in frustration. Good move Greg, that will show em. Dumbass