Some days, I feel so lost. Like today, I am so fed up with being so "good". I do my homework, I do my chores, I don't swear too much, I go to church, I have nice, polite friends, I don't date yet, or even flirt with anyone. So is it enough, and if it is, what is it enough for? Today I feel like being rebellious, and felt like doing something insane. I guess I just have so much inside it has to get out somehow, eventually. I am very bitter about diabetes. I haven't accepted it yet, and subconsciously I am trying to ignore it. I just feel so bitter and it is eating me up....I don't know what to do! I just want to know if anyone else reacts this way...is it possible to wish away diabetes? God? Anyone? Can you here my wish? Wow, I sound insane...
I know there are days I want to ignore diabetes altogether.... and when I was in my teens, sometimes I did. But, I also want to feel good and be able to hang out with my family and friends, go to work, go to movies and I know if I don't take care of myself, I won't be able to do the fun stuff in life. It sucks, it really really does. But we have to play the hand we are dealt. I think most of us would agree we would wish away diabetes if we could. Hang in there, Becca. You are in a diabetes slump. Talk to your friends or family about how you are feeling. Ask them for some positive help (you don't need a nag, you need "how are you feeling") in getting back on track.
I've had diabetes for about 6 years, and I HATE it!!! I have a cozmore pump, which is no longer available, and I want a new one. In order to get a new pump, my bg's have to be good. Well, there's just one problem with that, I hate managing my diabetes. I don't do what I'm supposed to, like take insulin when I eat. I eat throughout the whole entire day, but only take insulin for breakfast and supper usually. Idk why I don't take insulin when I eat, but I just don't. I don't check my bg either. I check that when I wake up, when I eat supper, and when I go to bed. I know this isn't good for my body, but I need some motivation!!
I usually inject after every time I eat so my bg is always low or sometimes in the range
I don't have an insulin pump so I have to inject everyday after my meals (noted previously) but the hard part is the the injections makes marks. GOD I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!
I inject before meals and i inject a long acting insulin at bedtime.....i wana get on a pump but can't afford it now....this SUCKS!