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Thanks Lauren- that does help. I can definitely relate- I was hyperventillating when they tested my blood (2 weeks ago?). I also want to work with medicine- I dream of becoming a doctor someday, which, again, is a strange goal for someone afraid of needles. I'll just have to face the fact that I'm going to have to deal with this disease someday- it might as well be now, right?
Courtney- I have a Mini Med pump- I love it except for the needles that come with it. It does have an automatic inserter- all I have to do is put in the tubing & press two buttons on the sides- what messes me up is probably primarily the anticipation and getting used to the fact that there's a needle inside me afterwards.
Thanks for the advice everyone- it really helps!
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I used to really be afraid of the anticipation of pain when I was on daily shots. The way I got used to doing it was having one of my parents give me my shot so I didn't know when it was coming and then once I realized it doesn't hurt that bad I did it on my own. I guess there's really no way to really get over that fear except to just do it, I mean we would all rather live haha